Dream from my youth

In my youth after my father's accident in 1996, there were two dreams I had that come to my memory. Also in my youth I took them quite literally though I've come to a better understanding of them. In my first dream I saw myself in an armor that Anubis, from the series Ronin Warriors, wears. I began crying in the dream. The main antagonist in the series, Talpa, called out to me commanding me to stop. An indeterminate female voice then explained that a Dark Warlord that cries is no longer under Talfa's control.

In my next dream. I was standing in rank with three other people. I do not recall what they look like. I remember that I had a staff in my hand that resembled Miroku's from Inu Yasha. A woman that resembled Queen Beryl from Sailor Moon season 1. I was questioned by this woman "Where is your God?" I respond, "He lives in the sky, in the Kingdom of Heaven." I was then beaten by this woman and told that I lie. She tried to take the staff I had in my hand but I fought her away from it. She walked away in a huff. Then I woke up.

The first dream to me means a breaking away from that which holds back the true light inside of me.

The second dream means to me that though i have the light inside of me and i recognize it I'm still off the mark and I need to focus on what the true God is.

RMC,,, Your Dreams are truly Vivid my friend, as I also have ones like these.
May I start where we all must, and that would be words of the Father.

M't:6:24: No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

Mammon being anything Not of God that prevents your spirit from ellivating in height in the Father with all Joy. I also Like Vidio games emmensly and Masters ofthe Universe movies and the like, See RM Gnostics are not souly just one person, but many interactions in many ways throught everything He has created for us to experiance. Kinda Like you have a friend that called 1000 miles away with the exact same thought as you at that very moment. There are many realms of Gnosis and levels. any spiritual type connection, which could be just one single word to trigger a process within even a group is Gnosis. The more one relaxes in the Father and knows that He loves you always and you do not of fear, you will now begain a stronger Journey into what He wants you to find. Find the Father within you, that we all have too, for the ones who know in many degrees.

Your second dream to me indicates that You are willing to fight for what You know and have. That in itself is a Good Motivation to keep your sights on my brother. As we all go threw lifes journey we learn more of what to hold dear and what we can Drop or let go of. Where I know also letting go of ones ego is the Hardest of those. Understanding what bad ego or vanity as its called is in us is a seeking quest we will as Gnostics seek daily to refine our Spirit to keep at bay also. As Christ tells us and is true, the fight we fight is not of sword of this world, but of Mind and Spirit and heart.

Comming away from the worldly things Christ will see you through that in all completeness. He will show you how to take the things You loved in the world, and make them just the things You like now, with Loving the Father as what will be your eternity and salvation as we all too.

We all rejoice on every soul that seeks the truth, as every Angel in Heaven does also.

we`ll talk again Friend.......the power of the word

Brother Thomas.........

You can call me Bro. Robert, that is what the 'R' in my user name stands for.

I'm sorry if I came off as materialistic Prism111 in my post. I just wanted to be sure the people on this forum understood what I had seen. I could have described it without mentioning where the images came from.

The reason the first dream was significant to me was because I after my mother's passing in 1998. I hid my feelings from myself and really screwed myself up. The second dream really didn't have a meaning to me until last month. It had stayed in my mind though. I haven't had dreams in a long while, and when I do have them they are rare. I do appreciate your interpretations Prism111, they gave me an insight I hadn't considered.

I used to watch Ronin Warriors growing up and I, as a child, played with my friends I was the green ranger. Sorry to hear about the loss of your mother at such a young age for you.

Your dreams were interesting. In Ronin warriors the characters under talpas control like had no real free-will. They were like machines under him and their powers were his only concern -- because by absorbing them he gained their strength. That you were anbuis (who was my favorite), shows that you made a turn from this and was able to get passed a constraint, which kept oneself dead inside. When it comes to emotion most want to negate them -- and this is purely mechanical by virtue of education and conditioning where people see showing emotions as weak, exposing themselves, or bad. All this does is make the emotional scare linger and create a blockage in them, which only makes the pain fester. One must express their emotion -- if you have sadness, FEEL IT TO ITS ZENITH in the experience, for one must feel their emotion until it dissipates. Take it to completion, otherwise we are further bound by our past condiitons -- as everyone is a product of their past. A man must evolve beyond that, and they can then move forward in breaking the shackles which keeps them servants of the world.