Visions

I don't really know what visions are, what can be considered as a vision or not...but I will share what I have experenced as close to coming to maybe a vision.

One day one the way to work....I arrived too early. Instead of going inside I thought I could use the time to connect (at that time it was not a constant conscious awareness) with God. I started praying and looked into the sky. I saw a very defined triangle. I knew that God was trying to tell me something. Please know that what I share was for me important on my path to realizing my true Self...and being who I am today. Nevertheless...you are reading my interpretations : )


I saw in each corner a color: red was in the right hand corner, yellow on the top and blue in the left hand corner and that was it. No explaination...nothing. Through out the day I asked over and over what does that mean. Later in the day I saw another vision in my minds eye. It was the triangle with a diamond (white/clear) in the middle. The vision was accompanied with a feeling...together makes the whole. I remembered that I had a book on colors, from a class I once took on interior design. I looked through it and it was explaining how the light is broken up in many colors and that when you put three colors of light bulbs (red, yellow and blue) the produce white light. I thought that was interesting.

As I thought more and more about the colors I realized that there are truly one three colors...all other colors are derived from these three colors. Then I thought about what these colors could represent in the meaning of life. What is everyone seeking? Love ....red, peace...blue and Joy...yellow. Then I thought about the divine trinity: the father, the son and the holy spirit....and put them to colors.The Father being Joy...the idea, the son being love...the demonstration and the holy spirit being consciousness....the expereince.

When all three aspects come together....God...bliss.

Vivamis, Peace be with you truly. I grately enjoyed reading your post on Visions and what you have experianced. I find the area of visions truly a divine platue of contemplation with another or groups. No one person could possibly claim Gods meaning of visions for anyone else but oneself indeed, thus making it a Haven for Bliss. At times similar visions or points of his light will be able to find a path of tranferance, and only through the Spirit.

By reading your post the Spirit was moved within me in two ways one directly and one indirectly. If I may explain furthur of My thoughts the Spirit I feel has granted me to tell but abit to which I have asked for, in an ongoing basis to share with ones He needs me too only, You may be one. Only the Spirit truly will reveal that after the task is completed not prior, and for you not me.

See I have lived Gnostics for thirty years before finding any of this completly alone, never even knowing what it was that Christ wished me to do with this vastness of learning by Him in me I had during that time with the Father from Having My vision or walk with Him I had and a living transformation and understanding of the Holy Spirit in me and with us always, and all under and within the Father. Vivamis I realy didn`t plan to go this deep from where I am, but I see why. A vision to me is something someone experiances then returns as it were to the place from which they came from, be it Spirit level, earlthy or that point of view they were, to tell others of. Mine was a one way trip to the Father, I couldn`t go back. in fact didn`t want to, but now, how do I live in this world now I know is of Jubilation, joy and Happiness continually. I had to now find my new self for his purpose He has shown me, much learning was to start. That was I know now find the strenght of fulness in me of the Father for an everymoment living. unto eternity. Quite a chore ayyy? LOL It was litteraly learning how to breath again first. As He has said I am closer to you then ther breath you take.
in short I learned that path with others, most call it a simple relationship. Getting to know someone. In truth its giving of yourself to there Spirit which is like yourself that everyone has to deferant degrees (God in them), and with their response adjusting to whats needed to continue agian from your Spirit they now affected oumce already givin. with you now being mindfull of progression in God in You and them if they accept that Spirited transmission, to try to work the cycle into a peacefull existance, to achieve the next level to elevate in the Father between both.
There is a scripture in the Gospel of Thomas he states:
91 They said to him, "Tell us who you are so that we may believe in you."

He said to them, "You examine the face of heaven and earth, but you have not come to know the one who is in your presence, and you do not know how to examine the present moment.
He has shown me ( as I explained here but one) of the present moments He is in, by our grace from Him , on asking.

So you see knowing thyself is Highly important to help others which is needed to attain the fulness in ourselves beyond the single self with the will and caring for others not play acting as many do. Those that seek just the self can achieve to a certain degree within the Father, But their is a whole world they fail to see by Helping otheres to see but a glimps from were they are at, not as a God, but a brother, equal unto God, even sinners of the worst kind especially. For there is no need to save the righteous.

Now with all this said comes the direct feeling I had. As You see in the collors were trying to put them together to find the self, I am a fine artist as a major part of me and the addition of all colors is Black, the absence of all colors is white. Like the Fathers Light white created all the colors to see in our lives to lead us to the source (God). with the proper transmission from white Light like the emblem I`ve taken the Prism, all the colors are seen in there brillance if they are shown corectly from God. That Proper transmissin is Us in God that can relate His light to those that they may understand and see. The Colors are all of us in the world, those of us who has found the oneness in the Father knows of this Light and can show others , be them christian , atheist, jew or chatholic etc. their lights originate in His white light (the oneness in us all).

The indirect feeling I have gotten which is not about any one person but a group, This group is Gnostics. I have been on many Boards and seen many post of the children that adhear to the Gnostics of Christs teaching, searching for their oneness of themselves, I am in this group and feel good in Discussing this hard to talk about subject to virtually anyone as you may agree in daily life. But what is common within the Gnostics boards to diferant degrees is the need to talk within the group and no others outside, for they would not understand. One group called them Peters Pirates, which sated is there any use to talk with PP. I was appauled to read such a post from so called enlighten people. If we are Christ disciples per say should we not discuss things on trying to help less in knowledge or hard to understand in this than we? We are suppose to Know. I seen no post to this nature in over 3 boards. I feel the Gnostics are trying to group themselves as like other traditional churches, not needing anything except what we have here, within this structure.
Please understand I do not wish to sound direction to anyone, but sence a Spiritual need from the Spirit that sees in me the truth. Maybe others have felt this also but afried to mention. The expression of love should be more of a natural thing for a Gnostic to all rather than protected few. I express this because I love everyone hear and know that within Gods Power there is a potential to bring Heaven down a thousand times over. When we come down to the world to help those of it, Up ie; be happy, don`t worry, or I`ll help feeling, This is when Heaven is brought down by our deeds while staying in God and keeping Christ near Through the Holy Spirit when and if we achieve each time and daily.

I may receive many expressions here I know, to a degree of non unity, Because of this post, I truly love all and strive to follow the Logos for the world unto His consumation in what the Parents show me.

For he that is givin more, more is demanded of you.. in wisdom of oneness

Brother Thomas....